Insecure

Assalamualaikum..

Rasanya sebagai seorang cikgu,terasa diri ini dilihat dan diperhatikan oleh orang..

Memang itu pun kerja seorang cikgu..
Macam sis selalu cakap,apa perasaan anda bila anda pergi ke mana sahaja tiba-tiba ada orang kenal anda tapi anda tak kenal dia..
Rasa insecure sangat..
Itu yang menyebabkan sis lia.z tak suka nak menunjuk semua benda dan perkara yang kita lalui sepanjang hari sebab lambat laun ada juga yang tahu about us..

Sometimes what we wrote is not showing the true feeling of us during that day.
For me writing is just write,dont even know if it will strikes deep inside of someone heart..

I'm here just make some practice to make sure my english in good condition..i have many ideas to improve my english..
I dont care they laughed at me,atleast i tried.

I hope someday this blog will change into english with my good and excellent writing..

One more thing,im feeling insecured if someone who dont know from where come to me and asked me a question that i dont know how to answer..
Are you stalking me?
Can you just stop disturbing me?
If there is something special about me and encik yell,so you are jealous?
We were friends so you are right? who suddenly 'mengaku' one of my friends.
Who are you and what do you want form me?
I know people are care for me,thanks so much..
But dont make a move that i felt that you are busybodies.

I already blocking this people from my life.
Can you just give me some happiness?dont give me a sadness.
Sis nak awet muda..
My mom said why woman must do shit things just because of jealousy..
Kau nak tahu?perempuan kalau kongkong sangat hidup laki,laki tak suka..
Kau siapa nak control hidup dia?kau tu perempuan,just preparing yourself. Find happiness,collect some saving for future.  Dont ever ruin your life just for a man who dont know still exist in future.

Sis dah ada pengalaman.sebab tu sis malas nak fikir banyak..

Encik yell kalau baca ini, pliss ask her dont disturb me. Saya taknak kongkong hidup awak,awak yang kena buat something.make it worth..
If you feel im nothing,do nothing..
If you feel im important for you to stay,just stay..

Just think of our meeting,make sure all the energy and time not wasted just like that..
Kita mungkin boleh berkawan,atau lebih daripada itu tapi fikirlah yang mana terbaik..terkadang,kita plan seteruk mana,plan precisely still tak boleh nak jadi jugak itu bergantung pada kuasa Tuhan..

Post ini dibuat setelah sis kehulur kehilir membuat kerja kat sekolah,so idea kejap ada kejap takda dan ini semua hanya sambilan ye bukan kerja hakiki.so faham-fahamlahh..

Jangan tanya saya benda yang saya tak boleh jawab.
Doa itu senjata..
If we were meant to be,yes it will.
Kun fayakun..

Assalamualaikum..

Yang follow with the flow,

Lia Zakiah Cerdik