Assalamualaikum dan mornite gaiss. Lama kan i tak menaip kat sini and do some curhat. And i guess this is my first post for this year.
U know guys, we always have our bright and the dark side. I guess i penat with my life so i really need a rest. And my school session dah start i guess my positive routine is getting back.
Meskipun agak terkejut dengan warm up like mcm dua tahun tau kau tak work due to routine yang agak carcamarba. Hopefully it's getting better..
Sekolah satu hal itu memang work, family lagi 1 hal, relationship lagi 1 hal. But u know what, if we believe Allah ease everything and yes dia akan bagi apa yang u nak. At the right time with the right person. I just follow with the flow and alhamdulillah Allah gives me the bright with all of those problems. Like always, i don't like share my problems that may give u bad vibes. Before this, encik bunny asked me to follow him to selangor but i cant due to my work. Even i try hard untuk buat rayuan untuk tukar tak dapat-dapat and I'm so stress. Like kau kena tarik tali for everyone, while actually kau kena jaga diri kau sendiri je until Allah ease the way. End up, egtukar tak lulus, kerja ko dapat ajar kemahiran sahaja, encik bunny berambus(bagus padan muka kereta kena banjir), rumah dah ada penyewa, and i masih stay dengan family jaga ayah. And i akhirnya sedar, Allah akan berikan apa yang terbaik untuk kita. So semua yang berlaku ini ada hikmahnya..
Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan jalan and slowly make my heart open after Allah sends me good friends. At first, rasa macam toxic when everyone always told me about anak here and there even encik tune i pun tak leh berjauhan dengan i due to dia pun dah anggap i macam mama dia asyik rindu je sbb tak de geng nak play. Sorry encik tune, aunty nak cari geng untuk awak bagi aunty sikit je masa lagi untuk aunty cari good uncle okay.
And yes, rezeki ramadan. I found some new friends who i just saw the bright way for me to futher and move on. After i found my new life at this one place, i also move on from that problems. I found this ghost in the version of human, 🤣😂👻. I guess, i just can accept whoever he is even some people said he is crazy. Kahhhh after i check him back, lol lau jenis sama gila why not. Tapi memang both gila.
He keep told me, dia jahat. I was like. Lahhh kau jahat, aku pun jahat. Haaa kau baik, aku pun baik lah. I guess i just found one people said jodoh itu cerminan. Hahaha. We also have some mirip-mirip perangai. Gila-gila tu macam lahhh sama. 😂 I seperti sedang membuka pintu hati yang kosong tu and said yes he can be trusted. Sebab he is my bright side even i said I'm crazy too..i guess we just need each other.. I macam haaaa lantak lah dia nak buat apa tapi i okay je.. Mcm tu. I asked aunty like always and aunty said, betul lah tu dia untuk awak after u depress with everything. And your mom want a good man for you. Let by gone be by gone. Toksah mengharap yang dah pergi, sambut yang datang dengan baik.
Since we met to find a cheezy twister, so i called him twister. 🤣 During my school age, i love twister beli kt kfc kluang. Tak sangka sekarang they are getting in market again so i pun called him twister. I ingat dia ni siapa lah.bila dah borak-borak nak say bye bye. Both start to reveal each other and i was like lahhhh dia ni memang sebijik cam i. Our alone time is your safety, as long as kitorang tak menggila.
But he's still a very supportive person, wehh sama cam i even menyinga jgk kadang-kadang.
The chemistry like macam tak bagi i far from him and kena follow je with the flow. Macam dipermudahkan je semua urusan. Whatever, pokoknya sekarang ni berkawan je lah even tak sangka both from the same university. 😂😛😂😂🤔🤔🤔
Rasa macam move on teruk after know each other. Like macam ha, yela thanks for the motivation and make me happy. Like dat, i guess both finding the same goal and that's why the chemistry sangat boleh go. Kitorang tak janji too early too meet either too late just in time.
And like always i still keep it as private but secret. I'm not sure if this can be longer or not just let it be.